Wow. Long day today. I'm in a bit of a frustrated fix. My friend, who is now my ex-best friend, has decided that I am not worthy of having a conversation with. I have no idea why. This has been an ongoing development since about December... I really dislike it when friends decide they don't want anything to do with me, but when a best friend does something like that... I don't even know what to say. Especially because I only ever have one best friend at a time. So when that particular person decides I'm not good enough for them, or not normal enough for them, or not cool enough or nice enough or--really anything enough for them, that hurts. More so I think than it would if I had more than one best friend.
But I suppose that's the price one pays for loyalty. It always appears to be that when I try to help someone, they spit in my face. Does anyone else ever feel like this?